you know what I hate? when perfectly beautiful, skinny, fit girls say/post/tweet shit like “omg just ate sooo much #fatgirlprobs” or “idk why I don’t weigh 500 lbs i eat like a horse” etc. why? how bout they trade places with someone who’s actually stuggling with their weight. yeah sure here on tumblr if theres a picture of someone who’s overweight everyones all like “shes so brave! reblog her 1000 times to show her she’s beautiful<3” but what do the girls do that actually sit there day after day trying to loose weight but giving in and then doing it all over again? I wonder if people know what it’s like to have this kind of thing consume your life. every peice of food that goes in your mouth you anxiously debate over whether or not it’s worth it. I wanna know if people know what it’s like to have their past 3 ex-boyfriends call them a beached whale. because I’m fat and pale. what I wanna know is why they dated me in the first place if i was so ugly? why’d they bother telling me they loved me and playing me, just to end up calling me a beached whale? i wonder how it feels to have your best friend take the guy you love right out from under you. oh wait…i do. and the call you yet again a beached whale.
i dont even remember why i started this. but i hurt and it wont go away.